Psychosis is Healing in Action.

It is through my own personal experience and understanding that which much is deemed as psychosis is in large part not so much a break from reality as it a breakthrough into reality, and consequently, Western society’s drastic reaction to it. Imagine experiencing something as amazing as Brahma-Nirvana, release from all constraints, liberation and freedom…

Dear Rest.

Dear Rest, If you brought me to edge of existence and I caught a glimpse, why the flinch beyond? Why the cinch of the wand and the pinch in our bond, on earth as we know it in 3D? It was never about me and never, ever once about thee, you see, you see? It…

Destiny vs. Diagnosis.

I will never forget those days … July 2010 and counting. Man, what a trip. I was just reminded of the very abbreviated version of the day I was diagnosed, or days leading up to it. Not the night, week, month or year … the day. #1. Quit corporate job, mid-day, sarcastically to go camping….

Namaste – an Excerpt.

… And when ET’s do contact us, they tell us time is irrelevant. All happens now. So all now is a singularity – “This is what we describe as a singularity: a set of conditions where time and space have no meaning. … Relativity, remember, is the theory that describes space and time. But at…

Singularity.

You may be looking for something poetic, heart wrenching, philosophical or fierce from me tonight, but I have nothing. I am simply taking notes … I was talking to a friend about my early “psychotic” experiences with philosophical and syfy mind fucks and he dubbed it immediately as a singularity. And although I have heard…

Point of Impact.

Peer Specialist Training is one of the most challenging and impactful turning points in my life thus far and it is only day 4. I have always had a knack for holding the bigger picture in my mind and sensing monumental things to come, even if I was walking blindly at times and exhibiting behaviors…

Peer to Peer.

“The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of the depths. These persons have an appreciation, a sensitivity, and an understanding of life that fills them with compassion, gentleness, and a deep loving concern. Beautiful people do not…

Cadence | Chapter 1.

The phone rang and crackled, sure to be bugged as I picked up the line. “There isn’t much time. The marriage already happened so it doesn’t even matter,” he confessed. Panic set in as I spread my hands wide open on the desk’s surface so I could hold myself steady. “No it didn’t! What are…

Trick of the Mind | Chapter ? (ish) …

“I know you’re aching, but there’s greatness brewing inside of your suffering, ya know,” she said with a flick of her cigarette as they rounded the bend in the road toward their first stop. “How’s that?” “Only the great have the courage to reach the depths of hell,” she replied, darting her eyes at his…