And we all call each other “bat shit crazy,” without the realization that we’re all one in the same, just slaying different demons or entertaining different angels. Few seem to stop and take accountability for where they, too, have been. And, I am guilty today. I don’t know what it is that threw me over the edge….

The Edge.

I’ve been through it. We all have. Haven’t we? Jesus, I swear living as a human being has been our hardest trick to pull off. I’ve set out since day one to pave an easier road for those that have experienced extreme states and for those that will sooner or later endure it. I literally…

Cadence, Chapter 9 | Niagara

The hairs rose up in waves across my neck as he leaned over and whispered in his psychotically-tilted voice, as it always seemed to be, “All the most brilliant minds are right here, ya know.” I nodded, pretending to go obliviously about my business that night behind the barista stage, but something inside me wanted…

Cadence, Chapter 10 | Zero Hour

“Every life transition has its “zero hour,” that moment when everything that came before it is different from everything that comes after.” This was the quote that did it. The words that threw me over the edge. The prophetic statement that foreshadowed everything that was to come. As if it were some traumatic event that…

Levitation | Raising a Dream.

“The eye sees a thing more clearly in dreams than the imagination awake.”   Liz looked down at her phone, desperately trying to figure out how to text, “WAIT FOR ME,” to Chris. She had been in the interview process from the moment the sun rose ’til it set beyond the streets in some far-off…

Empty Promises.

People are going to ask me if they can read it, to which I’ll respond, “Oh, hell no.” I don’t even know why this is because it is a novel after all. Maybe because it’s too personal right now. Too taboo. Too untouched. Too raw and too abrasive. After all, I’ve never admitted it before….

Bypassing Pathology.

Not everything is as it seems. I never once fell into these unorthodox sites, spiritual ideas and dynamically brilliant people that have led me ‘home‘, by chance. I did not just adopt my views this way because it sounded nice or fed some ego-driven and insatiable need to win a gold star from the Gods….